anxiety flowers bloomed everywhere beneath my skin

I hate having to present my work in front of the class when they're all either incomplete/done in a rush out of laziness. I know where my potential is and it's definitely far beyond all those that I've shown in class… I don't wanna portray myself as a lousy/futureless illustrator in front of lecturers/classmates/anyone but I can't stop doing it I can't stop procrastinating always ending up rushing though everything last minute and regretting the next.