Having a loved one gone right before your eyes, however surreal it feels, you know it's an unavoidable truth that she will never be around you anymore. You know that her unique and contagious laughter and all the warm good bye hugs are just nothing but memories now.
"I am going to visit popo today, want to come along?" this used to be a casual question my mom would ask on sats/suns. Never have I expected that this line would never be heard from her again. What pains me the most is having to experience first hand that death is so heartless and inevitable. Also at the fact that I was not close to popo and it already hurt so much, I cannot imagine the passing of anyone close to me now and having to go through this ordeal again one day might just rip me apart entirely. The feeling of dread and helplessness, knowing that such indeed is life as you face it…
Nothing truly hurts more than the passing of a loved one. Nothing.
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