I am

Never enough

never ever good

enough

my art isn't of standard

even though I think it is

I hate doubting myself

because it's the worst thing to feel

and the process of self-doubt is part of me now

but not enough to numb me just yet

rethinking everything everyday

I

over analyze

over think

over observe

I don't know

all these
sudden anxiety attacks
are not helping
at all

and the worst part of all these is

nobody can save me

even if they try

because it's impossible to change the mindset

of a person whose mindset can't be changed

I just

need things to change for the better

for me

for now

all I've

ever wanted

was for people to

appreciate

my art

appreciate
me

is that so hard